Was being very emo in college today.
First of all, I need to say sorry to my classmates. For showing my anger in front of them.


Had somewhat a big fight with my class representative today.


The story started by a discussion for our group project of Culinary Art.

Last Wednesday, the lecturer - Chef Souji asked every group of us choose a state to introduce 10 traditional dishes from it.
We were come to a decision by choosing Perak.

Well, the class representative asked a classmate (Alex) to send the mail to lecturer on her behalf for telling the lecturer about the state we are choosing.

Then, Alex said that lecturer didn't reply on last Friday. However, he found me yesterday and claimed that the mail was pending while he sent but it became fail while he checked his mailbox on that morning.

I was wondering, since it was still pending on Friday, why didn't he tell the class rep to look for the lecturer? The deadline was on Thursday 5pm. Or it's because he didn't check his mailbox all the while?


The class rep was absent on Monday and she didn't appear on the first lesson yesterday.
So I went to look for Chef Souji with Yoke Mun, Chin Ling and Joseph.
He wasn't in the office and we searched around the cafe area yet we still couldn't find him.

At last, we saw the class rep in the last lesson.
I told her the whole matter and she didn't know about it.
She said she was illed.

Well well... It's like that is not her responsibility to follow up with the lecturer when she is illed. She should ask Alex or some other people to help her to handle that matter, right?

Nevertheless, we finally found Mr. Souji around 4.30pm while we were having a short break of our lesson.
He said there were only Terengganu and Pahang left.
Well, I don't know what happened after that and the class rep went to tell the classmates that we might be able to get Malacca.
WTF?! She doesn't know anything yet she was still talking nonsenses to the whole class.

Anyhow, we reached earlier to the classroom today and Mr.Souji told me we can choose either Kedah, Pahang or Terengganu.
I asked most of the classmates and they agreed to take Kedah.

While the class rep reached, she went to look for Mr Souji and said we were taking Pahang.

I got seriously FUCKED UP.

I went to talk to her that most of our classmates wanted Kedah.
And she said,

" I'm the leader. You guys should discuss with me before you all came to the decision and I'm the one to make decision. "


I didn't want to fight with her. Then I walked away.
After a few minutes she asked the whole group to gather as she had something to say.

She told everyone that she had chosen Pahang.
After that, she said,
" This is a group project. I hope there's no conflict between all of us. If you guys are unsatisfied with my decisions, you may come and talk to me. I will accept your opinion. "

AND SHE ADDED,
' You guys chose me as a leader so I hope everyone will co-operate with me. '


I finally reached the maximum point,

" Nobody had chosen you. You were the one who said this was a project about Malaysia food so you said it would be better if Malaysian be the leader. And you nominated your ownself. "

She asked me back,
" So do you wanna be the leader? "
" I seriously don't mind as everything is done by me while you were not here. And I'm doing stuffs like a leader while I'm just a coordinator. "

I forgot what she said afterwards.
But I just retorted everything she said. LOL!

I remember she said that she was illed so how she is gonna know everything.
I just asked her,
" Tell me what course you're taking now. Don't ever use sick as an excuse. You can ask someone to help even you're sick. You're the one who said you wanted to be the leader so you should have known about your own duty. "

Yeah, I was trying to be mean but I didn't wanna quarrel.

Yet, she shouted at me. And I just screwed her upside down. LOL!

Trust me I'm an expert in quarreling. I just kept on scolding till Chin Ling tried to stop me.

It's been a time I'd never screwed people like that.
Well, she cried, and said,
" I hope after this matter we can work as a team. I want team work. And I hope there is no one talking bad behind me. I don't want any backstabs. bla bla bla.... "

Well, Ms. Sharon Yeem.
Why are you afraid of people talking about you in repulsion if you did nothing wrong?

And let me tell you once again,
I DIDN'T MANAGE TO QUARREL WITH YOU BUT YOU WERE THE ONE WHO SHOUTED AT ME.

Don't ever try to use your tears to get my sympathy.

I bet you'll be so disappointed.

Very.

But don't even begin feeling I'm the one to blame. Cause you dug your own grave.