Was being very emo in college today.
First of all, I need to say sorry to my classmates. For showing my anger in front of them.


Had somewhat a big fight with my class representative today.


The story started by a discussion for our group project of Culinary Art.

Last Wednesday, the lecturer - Chef Souji asked every group of us choose a state to introduce 10 traditional dishes from it.
We were come to a decision by choosing Perak.

Well, the class representative asked a classmate (Alex) to send the mail to lecturer on her behalf for telling the lecturer about the state we are choosing.

Then, Alex said that lecturer didn't reply on last Friday. However, he found me yesterday and claimed that the mail was pending while he sent but it became fail while he checked his mailbox on that morning.

I was wondering, since it was still pending on Friday, why didn't he tell the class rep to look for the lecturer? The deadline was on Thursday 5pm. Or it's because he didn't check his mailbox all the while?


The class rep was absent on Monday and she didn't appear on the first lesson yesterday.
So I went to look for Chef Souji with Yoke Mun, Chin Ling and Joseph.
He wasn't in the office and we searched around the cafe area yet we still couldn't find him.

At last, we saw the class rep in the last lesson.
I told her the whole matter and she didn't know about it.
She said she was illed.

Well well... It's like that is not her responsibility to follow up with the lecturer when she is illed. She should ask Alex or some other people to help her to handle that matter, right?

Nevertheless, we finally found Mr. Souji around 4.30pm while we were having a short break of our lesson.
He said there were only Terengganu and Pahang left.
Well, I don't know what happened after that and the class rep went to tell the classmates that we might be able to get Malacca.
WTF?! She doesn't know anything yet she was still talking nonsenses to the whole class.

Anyhow, we reached earlier to the classroom today and Mr.Souji told me we can choose either Kedah, Pahang or Terengganu.
I asked most of the classmates and they agreed to take Kedah.

While the class rep reached, she went to look for Mr Souji and said we were taking Pahang.

I got seriously FUCKED UP.

I went to talk to her that most of our classmates wanted Kedah.
And she said,

" I'm the leader. You guys should discuss with me before you all came to the decision and I'm the one to make decision. "


I didn't want to fight with her. Then I walked away.
After a few minutes she asked the whole group to gather as she had something to say.

She told everyone that she had chosen Pahang.
After that, she said,
" This is a group project. I hope there's no conflict between all of us. If you guys are unsatisfied with my decisions, you may come and talk to me. I will accept your opinion. "

AND SHE ADDED,
' You guys chose me as a leader so I hope everyone will co-operate with me. '


I finally reached the maximum point,

" Nobody had chosen you. You were the one who said this was a project about Malaysia food so you said it would be better if Malaysian be the leader. And you nominated your ownself. "

She asked me back,
" So do you wanna be the leader? "
" I seriously don't mind as everything is done by me while you were not here. And I'm doing stuffs like a leader while I'm just a coordinator. "

I forgot what she said afterwards.
But I just retorted everything she said. LOL!

I remember she said that she was illed so how she is gonna know everything.
I just asked her,
" Tell me what course you're taking now. Don't ever use sick as an excuse. You can ask someone to help even you're sick. You're the one who said you wanted to be the leader so you should have known about your own duty. "

Yeah, I was trying to be mean but I didn't wanna quarrel.

Yet, she shouted at me. And I just screwed her upside down. LOL!

Trust me I'm an expert in quarreling. I just kept on scolding till Chin Ling tried to stop me.

It's been a time I'd never screwed people like that.
Well, she cried, and said,
" I hope after this matter we can work as a team. I want team work. And I hope there is no one talking bad behind me. I don't want any backstabs. bla bla bla.... "

Well, Ms. Sharon Yeem.
Why are you afraid of people talking about you in repulsion if you did nothing wrong?

And let me tell you once again,
I DIDN'T MANAGE TO QUARREL WITH YOU BUT YOU WERE THE ONE WHO SHOUTED AT ME.

Don't ever try to use your tears to get my sympathy.

I bet you'll be so disappointed.

Very.

But don't even begin feeling I'm the one to blame. Cause you dug your own grave.

Woot. Look damn old with this tie.
Well this is from my mum, an old-fashioned YSL tie.

Should be having the Typhoid injection today...
However, it was POSTPONED and we didn't know why.
Well, should get used to Taylor's efficiency.


It was the kitchen practical today.
Learnt few kinds of technic of cutting and cooking the potatoes.
It was fun.
Because we were able to eat today. LOL!

Well... Took this pictures while we were cooking.

Was grouped with Yoke Mun and Monica.

This may be a very simple job for you.

But for me, a person had never done cooking before...

Errr... LOL!

We did mashed-potatoes, few kinds of french fries, pan-fried potatoes... etc.
Pardon me I had only taken 1 picture of our outcomes.


It's because... I was too busy...........

EATING!

Jessica and me really had a lot of the mashed-potatoes.



And these are my lovely classmates.
I am not in the picture as I was the camera man. LOL.

Well I truly enjoyed the cooking today.

Try to bring me down.

But I won't face the ground...

I will rise steadily and sailing out of your reach...

I suddenly realised that it's been a while I don't really have a good rest.


Well, as I said in the previous few posts.
I'm kind of occupied. Since the time I started working in Sri Hartamas till now...
Quite surprised that I didn't get sicked while everyone beside me are already ailing.


Have spent nearly RM3k this month.
I seriously don't know where the hell I had spent on.
I bought a beg for around RM100, a few shirts, paid for the season parking in my school, a box of undies, a shoes, a coat, had a car service...

Somehow I don't think these things could spend me so much money.

The thing that made me fork out most of my pocket money is.......

Petrol.

Anyway, I can't complain much cuz I was the one who always drive along so many places.

I'm just seriously broke ..


Well, was out with Jamie and Fish yesterday, as usual.
Went to One Utama (sort of loitering, again) after I had my favourite bak-kut-teh in SS14.
It was kind of crowded as there was a concert.
Chris Daughtry came.
Didn't manage to see him as we knew he would probably be the last one to perform.


We accidentally walked by a fair which was selling houses there.
Then we started to sketch about how our future house is gonna be.
Yes, we planned to stay together.
And we WILL be staying together someday.
I do hope this dream will come true...

To Fish and Jamie,

I'm so blessed by knowing both of you.

Thanks for standing by my side always...

Bored.

Well I know I'm weird by feeling bored while I'm so freaking occupied.



There are so many assignments...

And the deadlines are so CLOSE.

28th August... Well I wish this day would never come. LOL!

There are 3 assignments need to be submitted on 28th August...

Arghhhhh. Pening lahhh =.=



Anyway... I do enjoy my life now.

I've so many things to accomplish. LOL.

Met a lot of new friends. Yeah my batch does have a lot of international students.

Most of them are from Indonesia...

Trust me Indonesian are really friendly and passionate.



Phew.... Watched so many movies this month.

Wanted, Hancock, Journey to The Centre of The Earth, Red Cliff, The Dark Knight bla bla bla...

I seriously love The Dark Knight. Had watched it twice.

If you're gonna ask me to describe how it was... I can only say wonderfully entertaining.

As of now, it is the film of the year for me. LOL!

Well this is what I learnt in my first lesson in the kitchen. Hell yeah I cut my finger...

Well well... It's been a few days that I've never come to blog.
Was quite busy for the trip to my hometown - JB.
It was Zorg(a.k.a Gerald)'s 21st birthday party.
So... Went back to his party hence it was a short trip, again.


My class mentor asked me to have a hair cut last week.
He said my side burn was too long. He even asked me to dye my hair back to black colour.
Somehow I don't really understand why they are so strict about the attire.

Anyway, he added, 'lecturers have the absolute right to chase you out from class.'
Okay. I'll just cut them off.

Let's have a good look of my pictures with the old hairstyle.

The last time... my long hair (sob)

Anyway, I went to look for Jessie (my regular hairstylist LOL).

She was a bit frustrated when I said I wanted to cut them short cuz she likes my hair to be long. LOL!

Yea, I really cut my hair very short. My both side burns are gone. The hair near to my neck became short.... Well it's been such a long time I never cut my hair short like this!

Well... Most of my classmates were shocked when they saw my hair.

Jamie said I look younger with this hairstyle and Victor said I look better cuz the shape of my face became clearer after the side burns were gone, while LunHao and ZhiZhen said I look like LaLa (gangster) with this hair.

Seriously, I am quite satisfied with this hairstyle.
I trust Jessie. She always brings me what I want.

So...
What do you think about the new look of Cray?

Oh well...

Am in the school library.

I should be having a class from 10.30am to 12pm but the class was cancelled due to the absence of my lecturer. However, we didnt get any early notice.

And there is a break from 12pm till 4pm =.=

Wondering what I should do for this 4 hours.... Hmmm....

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Regarding to the portals and Blackboard stuffs, I went to the information counter with Chin Ling after we got to know the class was cancelled. We were not able to log in to the student portals and Blackboard although this is the 2nd week. Errr... Blackboard is a forum (kind of) to let the students get the lecture notes which posted by the lecturers.

The lady said she wasn't sure so she asked us to go to the ICT helpdesk.

When we reached there, there was nobody. Then, a kakak who was cleaning the floor over there asked us who we were looking for. She asked us to ring the bell beside the counter and there would be someone talking to us through the bell.

The guy who was talking to us through the fucking lousy bell asked us to go to the programme office after he heard about our problems.

When we went to the programme office, and the old lady told us,

" It's none of our business. You should go to the ICT office! "

WTF? I remember when the first time I went to the programme office to get the timetable, there was another lady who stood in a very improper way, shaking her leg while she was talking to me. And then there was an old lady telling me it's none of their business!

I seriously doubt their attitudes. They are so unfriendly!

Nevertheless, we went to ICT office. They helped us to reset the sign-in ID of our portals but we still couldn't log in to Blackboard. They said they weren't able to check because programme office is the department to manage the Blackboard.

Well... This is the 2nd week. Their actions are damn slow yet they said 'it's none of their business'.

I am really lazy to go to the programme office again. I am kinda worried that I would slap those ladies right in the office.
And I wonder why there is nobody asking about it while the whole batch of students couldnt log in.

Argh -.- Scolded too much.
Anyway, I was just frustrated and just wanna let my anger off =.=

The lady who helped us to reset our ID said that I'm able to right a complaint letter regarding to that matter.
Even though i was really angry for the whole incident and i know how to exercise my rights, somehow i feel really tired.

I'm just really tired...

There were so many friends asking me the same question after they read the previous entry.


' Who was that person you mentioned in your blog? '
' ...... '


Seriously, I don't feel like exposing too much about that relationship.
Thanks to all my friends. I appreciate your concerns.
However, I'm truly feeling good now.
Just move on. And I swear I will NEVER mention this anymore.



It was the 2nd day of the orientation.
But I didn't really show up.
Just didn't feel like listening to those long and naggy speeches.

Went Midvalley with Fish.
To watch the movie - Wanted.
Well, I think we had used 20 minutes to find a parking slot.
I don't understand why there was so much people even though that was Wed.
Zone A, B and C were full and the others were almost full.
Was a bit frustrated when it was jam like weekend.

Anyway, I seriously love Angelina Jolie.
She is so f*cking SEXY!
That movie was good and I was really impressed.
Hardly watch a nice movie while they are actually extinct nowadays. LOL!

We went loitering (errr... sort of) in Midvalley and the Garden after finished watching the movie. LOL!
Met Jesslyn & Amy in Metrojaya.
It has been such a loooooooonggggggggggg time I'd never seen them.
They were my colleagues while I was selling fragrances in Metrojaya.
Had a pleasant chat with them and I found out that Jesslyn gave birth for her second daughter.
Congratulation Jesslyn :P

Went Kim Gary after that.
I wonder why most of the Kim Gary staffs are such bad manner.
No matter in Sungei Wang, Sunway, The Curve or Midvalley.
Maybe they should provide a proper training before they actual hire them. LOL!



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- The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.

Since there's no more you and me

It's time I let you go so I can be free

And live my life how it should be

No matter how hard it is, I'll be fine without you

Yes, I will

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

Even though I really loved you

I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to

Yes, I do

It'll all get better in time.

--Better In Time (Leona Lewis)

Well, this song reflects my mood now.
Feel so silly that I was so depressed for such person.
Anyway, thanks for teaching me a lesson.
And you made me know more about LOVE.
I appreciate that.


Sometimes we should really take our friends' advices.
I was so stubborn and didn't take my friends' advices.
Then I got hurt. LOL!


But now, I just wanna say,


I'm better off WITHOUT YOU! MORE THAN YOU KNOW!


And just stop texting me.
Telling me that you're sad and you still wanna be my friend.


FUCK YOU.

Just get out of my sight and I don't wanna see you face anymore.

Specially thanks to Carmen, Fish and Jamie.

For staying by my side while I was so idiotic down.

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Hmm...
Think should blog about some physical happenings in this entry.
I should also say sorry for being too emo during these periods.


Was back to JB for three days in a couple weeks ago.
Well it was all in a rush so didnt manage to meet all the friends.
Moreover I was sick as well...
I miss my old matessss!!!

Then I started working on the day after I was back to KL.
Had been working in a Japanese food fair which held at Sri Hartamas for 11 days.
I was so tired by working from 10am to 10pm during that 11 days.
It'd been a long time I'd never work as a promoter.
Was really drained. LOL!

Anyway, the Plaza Damas (I dunno whether I spell it correctly) is really a very nice place.
I felt like I wasn't in Malaysia when I was walking on the streets there. LOL.
There are so many nice cafes and restaurants.
Hmmm... But those foods are expensive as well. LOL!

The fair was ended on Sunday.
And I didnt manage to get a good rest on Monday.
Was out with Fish and QingLing.
We went sing K, shopping and pasar malam.
Finally got the chance to sing K.
Was so desperate to sing. LOL!

Was thinking to buy some former wear from G2000 but too bad they are not doing sale.
Then I bought a bag from Seed.
Can anyone tell me when G2000 is going to do sale?


Finally,
my course started yesterday.
Yeah, it was the first day.
Yet I was late, due to the freaking traffic jam.
And do you know what caused the jam?
Because there was a car broke down in the middle of the road.
And that driver just left his car there and waited beside the road.
COULDN'T HE JUST MOVE HIS CAR TO ANOTHER PLACE THAT WOULDN'T BLOCK THE TRAFFIC?
Yeah, this is a typical Malaysian.

Let's get back to the topic.
Well, the orientation day is quite boring.
We had a lot of briefings, an English placement test, uniform measurement and stuffs.
Was a bit unhappy when they told us that we have to wear former wear to attend classes.
The purpose is to create the environment of hospitality.
And they are pretty strict. Earrings are not allowed as well...
Hmmm...

Seriously, I do not have problems with wearing the former wear to attend classes.
But I DO have problems with ironing those shirts.
OMG =.= Anyone can teach me how to iron nicely? *sob*

Anyhow, I'm truly feeling excited.
For being able to study what I want.

Look at me, I will show you a good one :P