First of all, I think I should greet our "beloved" country a Happy Merdeka!

Went clubbing for the event of national day's celebration...
It was really an enjoyable night!!!

Set out from my house at 4pm to fetch Fish...
As everyone said that there would be an "immensely" traffic jam, we thought of setting out as early as we could.

After picking up Fish, we went to SS15 as he wanted a hair cut.
It was 7pm after we had our "lunch" and he finished his hair cut...

Can u imagine how long we had spent inside the saloon >.<

We thought we couldn't avoid the jam since it was already 7...
However, we reached Jln P.Ramlee at 7.40pm @@
Surprisingly there was no jam at all...
Well I took NPE highway and SMART tunnel...

Spent our time at Sungei Wang and Yao Yat Qun after we reached KL.
Then Benny, Brian and Big Fish came to join us :P

After the dinner, we went to Oblique.
It was kinda surprising as we went in without queueing but there was a longgggg row after 5 minutes while we went out from the entrance.
After awhile, Nicholas came with a friend who named Kenson.

It was a very crowded night.
Pushing and squeezing...
It was still fine at the beginning.
But the constant flow of people entering to the club made the whole club so packed...

We ended up dancing at the corner of the dance floor as we were pushed by those people...

When it came to 1am something... I seriously felt I hardly took breaths.
Felt like lack of oxygen =.=


Well... There was a show last night and it wasn't like how i imagined.

I thought there would be a count down session...
Kind of disappointed :(

The music was overally okay...
Somehow I quite fed up with Dj Louis as I don't really like house music...

We left at 2.30am as we really couldn't take it anymore.
Accidentally met Kenny at the entrance. If you know he was a contestant of Project Superstar 2007.
It's been quite a long time I've never seen him...
We chatted for awhile and I found he changed quite a lot. Too bad I forgot to take pics with him.

We went to the mamak in Jln Imbi as we intended not to squeeze in again.
The Roti Bakar Telur was so nice, as usual :P
Have a chit chat session and we finally went off at 4.30 something.

It was really an enjoyable night :P

Here are the pictures!!

Fish, Benny, Nic, Cray

Brian, Big Fish, Cray (why Brian's face looked like that =.=)

Tough times may not be over yet, but at least I'm not feeling so miserable now.

Exams, assignments and presentations... GOSH! It's been such long time I never occupied like this.

Mid-term examination finally ended yesterday. There are still 2 assignments & 1 presentation to go. And the final is on 3 weeks later.
Ewww.... The continuous tasks are driving me nuts.

Have finally done the most troublesome assignment.
Asking a hospitality student to design a booklet for introducing the college?
So weird...
Anyway, thanks to Reann & her boyfriend (Jun). For helping me to complete the cover page of the press kit.
Thank you so much >.<


As I mentioned in my last post, I always got sick whenever my stress level goes beyond my limit.
And this time I really cough terribly, as the weather changes unpredictable these days.
Anyway, I'm feeling much better after taking the medicines.
Thanks to YokeMun, Vincent and Momo, for the medicines that you gave me >.<
I'm really touched.

I always thought that no one had managed to catch a glimpse of me. With the exception of my bestfriends...
Not to mention, it's like nobody really gives a damn whether I'm still alive or not...

Somehow, after I got illed this time, a lot of happenings changed my mind.
There are so many people care about me.
Lots of my friends asked for my condition and I was kinda surprised by the medicines.
And when I met problems in assignments, my friend appeared and helped me, regardless she is still having her holiday.

I had been very troubled over some so-called friends who don't really care about me.
I took the initiative to contact them, or, maybe stick on them.
Maybe I was too stupid.
Or maybe I didn't even dare to move on.

But now I finally realise that I had been taking those friends who care about me for granted. So I shall start the change in myself. I shall do my best to cherish everything around me.

I'm blessed.
I'm blissful.
I'm beloved.


For those who really don't give a damn about me,
I'm sorry but I gotta move on and leave you behind.

Cough cough cough...

I really really hateeeee coughing!!! ARGHHHHH!!!!!!


Started coughing since last Friday.
Lack of sleeping is the main reason i guess.
Well always got sicked when I'm ultimately stressed...
Anyway thanks to everyone who cares about my condition.
I think i'll get well soon. Don't worry =)

I'm so touched.


Well, think I gotta be mean sometimes.
I finally reached my maximum point so I kicked one of my teammates out from my team.
Think it will be better to do his job all over again by my own rather than editing his shits.
I'm sorry if I'm rude.
Somehow I really feel tired...
So fucking illed yet I need to complete other's jobs...


Sometimes I wish I could run away...

Should I start telling how unlucky I have been these few days?

Or should I just tell how it ends.
Wait a minute, it hasn't ended yet.


Well... Have finally gone through this stressful week.
However, it wasn't that easy.

The assessments were just okay.
Hopefully the result will not be too bad... *cross finger*
Anyway I have already done my best...

Now, let's talk about assignments.
Well I came to realise the thing that Jamie told me.
Don't ever trust your teammates when it comes to a group assignment.

Was very disappointed when I saw the power point slides from my teammate.
I don't know what to comment.
Perhaps a 10-year-old student can do something better than him.
And I seriously can't be bothered to help him do his own job.

YokeMun and me finally finished editing the report of the restaurant on Wednesday.
Rushed back home right after the class to start doing the power point.
But when I turned on the computer, the screen appeared,
Windows could not start as some files from xxxx are corrupted.

Shit...
I quickly brought my pc to my cousin's shop and they helped me to re-install the Windows.
Somehow some files were deleted... including my project's folder.
And I didn't know why the connection doesn't work as well...
Moreover my pendrive was with Chee Soon...

The assignment was supposed to be submitted on 1pm sharp today.
Which meant I had only 1 day, which was yesterday to finish the whole powerpoint slides.
At the end, I came out from school at 8pm last night.
Luckily I had finished the slides...

As the result of my pc's breakdown,
I have bought a new pc..
Which costs me around RM2.7k...
And I'm gonna buy a new LV next month.
And the sugar glider...
Think that I have to get myself a part-time job!!!!!!

Now I'm wondering...
My hp brokedown in a couple week ago...
My pc brokedown this week...

What's the next?

Me, myself brokedown?

Guess I'm gonna be crazy.

Feel ultimate stressed!

There are so many things i have to deal with.

My uncle is bringing his children to come for school holiday and the house is so fucking messy. Yet I have 4 assessments to go this week. At the mean time, all of the assignments' due dates are on this two weeks.

Well, works are doubled as the result of Chin Ling's termination of the course. She had done part of her works yet there are still a lot of undone.

Am not really sure whether I can finish my assignments and prepare for exams while my family is here. May need to divide some time to accompany them...

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Sometimes I do admire the spirit of the Superman, Badman.... bla bla bla.
Hell yeah I know the stories are kinda childish and I'm too old to talk about those comics..
Yet, I think that the comics always give me motivations and courages to carry on whenever I'm really feeling depressed.

How they survive with all the villains, the monsters and the evil forces that are trying to destroy them really give me a great inspiration. The spirit of never give up is what the comics have shown to me.

Despite everything, I will survive.

Girl, I miss you...

I think I'm really falling apart...
There are a lot of many emotional happenings take place within me.
It's really really a tough, stressful moment for me to go through.


A very good friend of mine told me that she is gonna terminate the course.
Regarding to her family problem, she has to go back to JB.
I've known her for 5 years.
All of sudden I think I failed utterly as a good friend.
I failed even more utterly as her good friend.
I couldn't even help her.
Seriously I didn't know what to answer when I was listening to that constant stream of her matter from my schoolmates.

Well... After she left, I seriously had a breakdown.

We enrolled the course together.
Fortunately, we were allocated to the same group.
We were always sticking on each other while we were at school.
We had meals together, went to class together, did research together, laughed together.......

But now, I have to do all the things by my own,
make decision by my own,
and hell yeah no one is gonna wake me up in the early morning if I sleep late.



I just can't take it.

And the reason is that all the things changed in a sudden.


I know I should take it like a man and work about it.
And I promise I will. So, Jamie, don't worry.
I know I'm acting crankily. But I will be okay =)

Somehow, I question myself.

Am I being overly-reliant on the others?

I always look for my best friends when I'm facing problems.
And thankfully they are always there for me.

I came to realise that I have to learn how to solve my own problems.
I gotta be independent.
I gotta move on...

For the one last time......

Chin Ling, I miss you...

Enough.


Nothing seems right for me.


I'm truly very tired...

I'm becoming a nuisance to all my friends.

Been ranting and whining to them about all the problems weighing on me and I think most of them can't be bothered.

And I think I am having serious MOOD SWINGS.

I just got moodless without any reasons.

Maybe it's just because of my expectations. Maybe there are too much problems between me and my classmates. Sometimes I get so disappointed that I had thoughts about going back to the life I used to lead. A much simpler life.

And thanks for cupid, for making things worse.

I know it isn't like exactly what I think but I just don't know how to stop myself from thinking about bad things.


I need directions! Somebody help me please.

You'll never know that you're always the reason

that why I couldn't sleep in the middle of the night.

Just got back home from Midvalley.

Well, had overslept and I didn't attend the 2 lessons yesterday.
I feel sorry for it. Well I swear I won't skip any class again.
NEVER.


Went RedBox with Jamie and Jansen in the afternoon.
It was truly an enjoyable singing session.
I had a lot of fun and I truly feel sorry for Jamie and Jansen.
For torturing your ears. :(


Went to the orientation dinner after that.
Anyhow it wasn't as fun as I thought.
Kind of... boring.
We had walked through the same corridor for more than 10 times I think...
And there was so HOT.

After wasting one and a half hour over there,
Inge, HuiWen and me came to a decision to leave.
We went to watch movie after sending Aida back home. As she is going to Genting with her dream guy later, she needs more rest.


We watched the 21 in Midvalley.
Yeah it's somewhat a nice movie.
However, I was so sleepy...
Either HuiWen and Inge too. LOL!

By the way, this is Inge's and Huiwen's first time for visiting MidValley.
And Inge kept telling me she was nervous.
Haha she is so cute :P

(Front) Vincent, Aida, HuiWen and Inge.

Here we go again!

Hell yeah I know I look ugly in this picture.

Took this picture while they were having a some function.

Well it was too crowded and made me sweat like hell...