So...
Few nights ago, two friends of mine said to me that i have changed since they first met me. They have known me for quite a while. And it made me think. Have I really changed? And I think I have to agree with both of them. And I'm sure that many of my friends out there would agree with them as well.
Change is not always bad i guess. And I dont think i have changed for the worse. Steven said that I'm less friendly and stuff. LOL. I find that quite funny. I thought I wasn't always friendly to everyone? And it reminded me of what Reann commented about me last time. She said I was so harsh and mean in msn. I wasn't a person like that in two years ago.
Anyway, I guess in a way I can see where they are coming from. Having gone through so much in these years, I think I'm just more protective of myself. My guard is up. I'm trying to be more careful. More aware of things around me. More alert. I want to be able to pick up on things before something bad happens.
Before this I was rather childish. Naive. Vulnerable. Foolish and ......
And yeah. Change was much needed.
Well I can't really say that I'm a very mature person now. Somehow I think I'm a better person compared to the previous me. =)
And I can say that I'm doing well. I haven't changed in personality or in my morals and beliefs in life. Everything good still stands. It's my weaknesses that needs fixing. But some things I guess I can never change about myself. I'm not gonna list them here. Lol. Cuz people that read will use it against me.
Well. People that care and worry about me:
I'm doing alright. I'm pushing through. It's not gonna be easy. But everyone goes through problems. =)
And I am thankful that I do have friends that hold my hand and walk with my through life. Even though they may not be physically here with me.
- There's just too much that time cannot erase...
Few nights ago, two friends of mine said to me that i have changed since they first met me. They have known me for quite a while. And it made me think. Have I really changed? And I think I have to agree with both of them. And I'm sure that many of my friends out there would agree with them as well.
Change is not always bad i guess. And I dont think i have changed for the worse. Steven said that I'm less friendly and stuff. LOL. I find that quite funny. I thought I wasn't always friendly to everyone? And it reminded me of what Reann commented about me last time. She said I was so harsh and mean in msn. I wasn't a person like that in two years ago.
Anyway, I guess in a way I can see where they are coming from. Having gone through so much in these years, I think I'm just more protective of myself. My guard is up. I'm trying to be more careful. More aware of things around me. More alert. I want to be able to pick up on things before something bad happens.
Before this I was rather childish. Naive. Vulnerable. Foolish and ......
And yeah. Change was much needed.
Well I can't really say that I'm a very mature person now. Somehow I think I'm a better person compared to the previous me. =)
And I can say that I'm doing well. I haven't changed in personality or in my morals and beliefs in life. Everything good still stands. It's my weaknesses that needs fixing. But some things I guess I can never change about myself. I'm not gonna list them here. Lol. Cuz people that read will use it against me.
Well. People that care and worry about me:
I'm doing alright. I'm pushing through. It's not gonna be easy. But everyone goes through problems. =)
And I am thankful that I do have friends that hold my hand and walk with my through life. Even though they may not be physically here with me.
- There's just too much that time cannot erase...
