I'm kinda sick and tired of disappointing myself.

and the people around me.

I don't like letting people down.

as well as disappointing them.

But.

I seem to always do it.

I try to be strong. but actually i'm really weak.

And... i don't know.

It's gonna change.

something has gotta change.

and i guess. it'll have to be me.

I don't wanna live like this anymore.