Cough cough cough...
I really really hateeeee coughing!!! ARGHHHHH!!!!!!
Started coughing since last Friday.
Lack of sleeping is the main reason i guess.
Well always got sicked when I'm ultimately stressed...
Anyway thanks to everyone who cares about my condition.
I think i'll get well soon. Don't worry =)
I'm so touched.
Well, think I gotta be mean sometimes.
I finally reached my maximum point so I kicked one of my teammates out from my team.
Think it will be better to do his job all over again by my own rather than editing his shits.
I'm sorry if I'm rude.
Somehow I really feel tired...
So fucking illed yet I need to complete other's jobs...
Sometimes I wish I could run away...
Friday, August 22, 2008
Should I start telling how unlucky I have been these few days?
Or should I just tell how it ends.
Wait a minute, it hasn't ended yet.
Well... Have finally gone through this stressful week.
However, it wasn't that easy.
The assessments were just okay.
Hopefully the result will not be too bad... *cross finger*
Anyway I have already done my best...
Now, let's talk about assignments.
Well I came to realise the thing that Jamie told me.
Don't ever trust your teammates when it comes to a group assignment.
Was very disappointed when I saw the power point slides from my teammate.
I don't know what to comment.
Perhaps a 10-year-old student can do something better than him.
And I seriously can't be bothered to help him do his own job.
YokeMun and me finally finished editing the report of the restaurant on Wednesday.
Rushed back home right after the class to start doing the power point.
But when I turned on the computer, the screen appeared,
Windows could not start as some files from xxxx are corrupted.
Shit...
I quickly brought my pc to my cousin's shop and they helped me to re-install the Windows.
Somehow some files were deleted... including my project's folder.
And I didn't know why the connection doesn't work as well...
Moreover my pendrive was with Chee Soon...
The assignment was supposed to be submitted on 1pm sharp today.
Which meant I had only 1 day, which was yesterday to finish the whole powerpoint slides.
At the end, I came out from school at 8pm last night.
Luckily I had finished the slides...
As the result of my pc's breakdown,
I have bought a new pc..
Which costs me around RM2.7k...
And I'm gonna buy a new LV next month.
And the sugar glider...
Think that I have to get myself a part-time job!!!!!!
Now I'm wondering...
My hp brokedown in a couple week ago...
My pc brokedown this week...
What's the next?
Me, myself brokedown?
Or should I just tell how it ends.
Wait a minute, it hasn't ended yet.
Well... Have finally gone through this stressful week.
However, it wasn't that easy.
The assessments were just okay.
Hopefully the result will not be too bad... *cross finger*
Anyway I have already done my best...
Now, let's talk about assignments.
Well I came to realise the thing that Jamie told me.
Don't ever trust your teammates when it comes to a group assignment.
Was very disappointed when I saw the power point slides from my teammate.
I don't know what to comment.
Perhaps a 10-year-old student can do something better than him.
And I seriously can't be bothered to help him do his own job.
YokeMun and me finally finished editing the report of the restaurant on Wednesday.
Rushed back home right after the class to start doing the power point.
But when I turned on the computer, the screen appeared,
Windows could not start as some files from xxxx are corrupted.
Shit...
I quickly brought my pc to my cousin's shop and they helped me to re-install the Windows.
Somehow some files were deleted... including my project's folder.
And I didn't know why the connection doesn't work as well...
Moreover my pendrive was with Chee Soon...
The assignment was supposed to be submitted on 1pm sharp today.
Which meant I had only 1 day, which was yesterday to finish the whole powerpoint slides.
At the end, I came out from school at 8pm last night.
Luckily I had finished the slides...
As the result of my pc's breakdown,
I have bought a new pc..
Which costs me around RM2.7k...
And I'm gonna buy a new LV next month.
And the sugar glider...
Think that I have to get myself a part-time job!!!!!!
Now I'm wondering...
My hp brokedown in a couple week ago...
My pc brokedown this week...
What's the next?
Me, myself brokedown?
Monday, August 18, 2008
Guess I'm gonna be crazy.
Feel ultimate stressed!
There are so many things i have to deal with.
My uncle is bringing his children to come for school holiday and the house is so fucking messy. Yet I have 4 assessments to go this week. At the mean time, all of the assignments' due dates are on this two weeks.
Well, works are doubled as the result of Chin Ling's termination of the course. She had done part of her works yet there are still a lot of undone.
Am not really sure whether I can finish my assignments and prepare for exams while my family is here. May need to divide some time to accompany them...
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Sometimes I do admire the spirit of the Superman, Badman.... bla bla bla.
Hell yeah I know the stories are kinda childish and I'm too old to talk about those comics..
Yet, I think that the comics always give me motivations and courages to carry on whenever I'm really feeling depressed.
How they survive with all the villains, the monsters and the evil forces that are trying to destroy them really give me a great inspiration. The spirit of never give up is what the comics have shown to me.
Feel ultimate stressed!
There are so many things i have to deal with.
My uncle is bringing his children to come for school holiday and the house is so fucking messy. Yet I have 4 assessments to go this week. At the mean time, all of the assignments' due dates are on this two weeks.
Well, works are doubled as the result of Chin Ling's termination of the course. She had done part of her works yet there are still a lot of undone.
Am not really sure whether I can finish my assignments and prepare for exams while my family is here. May need to divide some time to accompany them...
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Sometimes I do admire the spirit of the Superman, Badman.... bla bla bla.
Hell yeah I know the stories are kinda childish and I'm too old to talk about those comics..
Yet, I think that the comics always give me motivations and courages to carry on whenever I'm really feeling depressed.
How they survive with all the villains, the monsters and the evil forces that are trying to destroy them really give me a great inspiration. The spirit of never give up is what the comics have shown to me.
Despite everything, I will survive.
Friday, August 15, 2008
Girl, I miss you...
I think I'm really falling apart...
There are a lot of many emotional happenings take place within me.
It's really really a tough, stressful moment for me to go through.
A very good friend of mine told me that she is gonna terminate the course.
Regarding to her family problem, she has to go back to JB.
I've known her for 5 years.
All of sudden I think I failed utterly as a good friend.
I failed even more utterly as her good friend.
I couldn't even help her.
Seriously I didn't know what to answer when I was listening to that constant stream of her matter from my schoolmates.
There are a lot of many emotional happenings take place within me.
It's really really a tough, stressful moment for me to go through.
A very good friend of mine told me that she is gonna terminate the course.
Regarding to her family problem, she has to go back to JB.
I've known her for 5 years.
All of sudden I think I failed utterly as a good friend.
I failed even more utterly as her good friend.
I couldn't even help her.
Seriously I didn't know what to answer when I was listening to that constant stream of her matter from my schoolmates.
Well... After she left, I seriously had a breakdown.
We enrolled the course together.
Fortunately, we were allocated to the same group.
We were always sticking on each other while we were at school.
We had meals together, went to class together, did research together, laughed together.......
But now, I have to do all the things by my own,
make decision by my own,
and hell yeah no one is gonna wake me up in the early morning if I sleep late.
I just can't take it.
And the reason is that all the things changed in a sudden.
I know I should take it like a man and work about it.
And I promise I will. So, Jamie, don't worry.
I know I'm acting crankily. But I will be okay =)
Somehow, I question myself.
Am I being overly-reliant on the others?
I always look for my best friends when I'm facing problems.
And thankfully they are always there for me.
I came to realise that I have to learn how to solve my own problems.
I gotta be independent.
I gotta move on...
For the one last time......
Chin Ling, I miss you...
Monday, August 11, 2008
I'm becoming a nuisance to all my friends.
Been ranting and whining to them about all the problems weighing on me and I think most of them can't be bothered.
And I think I am having serious MOOD SWINGS.
I just got moodless without any reasons.
Maybe it's just because of my expectations. Maybe there are too much problems between me and my classmates. Sometimes I get so disappointed that I had thoughts about going back to the life I used to lead. A much simpler life.
And thanks for cupid, for making things worse.
I know it isn't like exactly what I think but I just don't know how to stop myself from thinking about bad things.
I need directions! Somebody help me please.
Been ranting and whining to them about all the problems weighing on me and I think most of them can't be bothered.
And I think I am having serious MOOD SWINGS.
I just got moodless without any reasons.
Maybe it's just because of my expectations. Maybe there are too much problems between me and my classmates. Sometimes I get so disappointed that I had thoughts about going back to the life I used to lead. A much simpler life.
And thanks for cupid, for making things worse.
I know it isn't like exactly what I think but I just don't know how to stop myself from thinking about bad things.
I need directions! Somebody help me please.
You'll never know that you're always the reason
that why I couldn't sleep in the middle of the night.
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Just got back home from Midvalley.
Well, had overslept and I didn't attend the 2 lessons yesterday.
I feel sorry for it. Well I swear I won't skip any class again.
NEVER.
Went RedBox with Jamie and Jansen in the afternoon.
It was truly an enjoyable singing session.
I had a lot of fun and I truly feel sorry for Jamie and Jansen.
For torturing your ears. :(
Went to the orientation dinner after that.
Anyhow it wasn't as fun as I thought.
Kind of... boring.
We had walked through the same corridor for more than 10 times I think...
And there was so HOT.
After wasting one and a half hour over there,
Inge, HuiWen and me came to a decision to leave.
We went to watch movie after sending Aida back home. As she is going to Genting with her dream guy later, she needs more rest.
We watched the 21 in Midvalley.
Yeah it's somewhat a nice movie.
However, I was so sleepy...
Either HuiWen and Inge too. LOL!
By the way, this is Inge's and Huiwen's first time for visiting MidValley.
And Inge kept telling me she was nervous.
Haha she is so cute :P
Here we go again!
Well, had overslept and I didn't attend the 2 lessons yesterday.
I feel sorry for it. Well I swear I won't skip any class again.
NEVER.
Went RedBox with Jamie and Jansen in the afternoon.
It was truly an enjoyable singing session.
I had a lot of fun and I truly feel sorry for Jamie and Jansen.
For torturing your ears. :(
Went to the orientation dinner after that.
Anyhow it wasn't as fun as I thought.
Kind of... boring.
We had walked through the same corridor for more than 10 times I think...
And there was so HOT.
After wasting one and a half hour over there,
Inge, HuiWen and me came to a decision to leave.
We went to watch movie after sending Aida back home. As she is going to Genting with her dream guy later, she needs more rest.
We watched the 21 in Midvalley.
Yeah it's somewhat a nice movie.
However, I was so sleepy...
Either HuiWen and Inge too. LOL!
By the way, this is Inge's and Huiwen's first time for visiting MidValley.
And Inge kept telling me she was nervous.
Haha she is so cute :P
(Front) Vincent, Aida, HuiWen and Inge.
Here we go again!Hell yeah I know I look ugly in this picture.
Took this picture while they were having a some function.
Well it was too crowded and made me sweat like hell...
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